Friday, 15 May 2015


Assalamualaikum , 

 After PMR 2012 , I had the chance to do so many things in my life . Huhu . But , seriously , I do not remember what I did during that time .hahah , most probably , I went to a tahfiz camp that my mom asked me to join . All is well . hehe . 
So , as for the PMR result , Alhamdulillah , I got straight As , which was something that I craved so much back then . So , macam biasalah , with that result , I wanted to try my luck to apply for the SBP and also MRSM . As for SBP , I applied for SAS , whereas for MRSM I applied for MRSM ALOR GAJAH , because it is just a stone throw away from my house . Therefore , I had to  set up my mind , whatever that I will get after this , I must swallow in order for me to survive in that kind of environment . 

Okay , when the MRSM admission result was announced , Alhamdulillah , I got selected among the thousands that applied for this institution . Bila tengok borang tu , I was like , MRSM PENGKALAN CHEPA ? HA? where the hell ? So , I admit that I was shocked when I looked at the offer letter and mcm , alamak..mana MARA campak aku kali ni kan . haha . Then , I did some research regarding MRSM Pengkalan Chepa , so it goes , MRSM Pengkalan Chepa is one of the top MRSM in Malaysia , and is MRSM PKP or MRSM BITARA . In Malaysia , there are only 6 in Malaysia and I was lucky enough to experience it myself for almost 2 years . 

During the first day , I was like , seriously , there are only 2 forms in this school , which is form 4 and 5 . So , that means I had to be a junior again ... I was so concerned about the ragging stuff , senior jahat suruh gosok baju thingy , and macam2 lah ! But , that thought of mind jumbled up 360 degree , the seniors were so nice to us and they were like angels . lel , x de lah . They were just nice . haha . They guided us  from A-Z , and that is totally amazing okay . huhu . I then realized that all students there tak ada yang tak dapat straight As ! I was like ..what ?? why am I enrolling to a place that have so many strong competitions ??? Overall , I am so greatful to be there and I wish I could turn back time from the very first day , so that I could appreciate every single moment that I was offered . I did and do regret that I was whining and crying for almost every day in every semester there . Mana tidaknya , for the first semester examination , I obtained png 3.77 , and I was placced at 130th in the batch . I never imagined to get such horrible number ! I never obtained 3 angka punya nombor , but now , aku dah dapat . I cried , i wanted to move out as I never experienced such horrible result , and probably that was beyond my expectation . But yes , I do admit that they are all awesome , so smart , and so confortable with their life there . I had no friends and company ... So , I rather to stay , hide myself in my room and did self study that i found out it was not a right thing to do . 

To tell you about the systems in MRSM , to be frank , it is so well planned and I had my culture shock because i did not have any idea what is this cgpa , pointer system ?haha , there is no need for me to tell , because you can search it kat pakcik google . Okay , so , throughout my life in MRSM Pengkalan Chepa , I was blessed that I had this courage and confidence to try out for the selection of becoming the Student's Representative Council (SRC or BWP) . Becoming a BWP means you are taking risk and you cannot turn back time once you got selected . Actually , during the selection , I never knew that there would be so many stages that I had to go through . The first stage would be semasa nak hantar borang tu , we have to paste our picture on that paper , and  tell the reasons why do i want to be a bwp . Indeed , I was not confident that I will survive  , but then , it turned out , I had the chance to proceed to the second level , which is the interview session . macam iv nak dapat scholarship , like seriously , level of difficulty dia macam tuh . haha . Again , I got shortlisted to be among the 20 finalist ! Alhamdulillah . As for the third stage , this would be the hardest as I had to undergo campaign and parliament manifesto infront of the crowd . AHH!! I applied for MEX , which is academic exco , as i wanted to challenge myself to give inspiration to others that , even though with such a low pointer ,3.77 , i believe that i can get 4 flat one day ( the reality , tak dapat 4 flat pon) . So , that would be my answer every time the panels and the students wanted to condemn me and had disbelieve in me . So , i had to show my extra confident level , sebab aku nak pimpin budak2 ni untuk success ! So , during the manifesto , alhamdulillah , I did it ! I did it well and they believe in me =] So , alhamdulillah , as a result , i got selected as BWP MRSM PENGKALAN CHEPA SESI 13/14 . Only fourteen of us , and we are forever a BWP family . The bond that we created , is just so strong and will never break down , insyaAllah . I love my BWP , even though almost every day , we had to concern about others problem , school's problem , academic problem , and so much more in these shoulders of fourteen of us . We had to stayed up  for meeting , for the sake of students and college's programme , until 3 a.m in the morning . We cannot give excuses when it comes to homeworks  , because we were the role model to others . Alhamdulillah , most of us did well in this matter =] . That is why BWP , is my second family . haha

Then , to tell you about the schedule , it was packed like hell , but still , we had to bear with it . Because once we're in , there is no such thing as look back . But , that really trained us how important time is and we learnt how to appreciate time , with classes , prep petang , riadah , prep malam , stay up and so much more . These things are so interesting , and pretty cool actually . hehe. 

                                                                                               -to be continued-

Thursday, 14 May 2015

TWS SCHOLARSHIP Assalamualaikum , 

okay , kite sambung . so , when i read back the entries that i wrote , there were full of grammar errors and typos !! bapak malu , but oh well , i was typing as fast as lightning you know , sebab nak kejar Wifi free nih . Again , to get something , it is never going to be easy at the very first place . Alah , even nak bayar parking kereta pon kena travel jauh nak pergi kat that particular machine . haha.

Okay , so , when I got the scholarship , actually , that 12k worth for both semesters in my foundation year in Taylors University . Tapi , taylors is an IPTS , so the fee would be beyond that 12k okay . So , actually I only got half scholarship . hehe . But , I was lucky , though , because not many people were offered this kind of worth ! Rata2 , 6k je macam tu , and the places were conquered by the chinese and indian fellows . Diorang memang superb , i would say .

So, as my name got called kan , so , the supervisor advised me to go to the counselling room in order for me to get vivid view bout the scholarship . nak kasi clear lah pandangan ni . haha . So , I went there and she convinced me and both my parents to accept this offer . So , at that moment jugak , I signed the contract , and everything had been processed . So , here am I ! Taylors lah ek . hehe . Alhamdulillah . So , the next three days , kelas pon bermula . For your information , I only last in this institution for only a month then I pulled myself out . This one  i will share nanti

okay , enough for the TWS , let's proceed to JPA-MARA scholarship pulak !


That beautiful morning , the nimbus of clouds  portraying  cute figures in the azure cyanic blue sky , with flock of birds made their way  landing on their platform and the look on my parents' faces really made my day . I woke up pretty early that day , as I realized that JPA-MARA is the only scholarship that I really tend to grab, as finally there is a scholarship offered for my dream course , which is medicine or dentistry . But , I turned out to choose pharmacy ? haha , it is because I was thinking , if i choose pharmacy , I will have an ample time for my family and friends to be spent for the rest of my life okay . ( But then i think that i actually want to be a doctor ;( )So , as usual , my mom woke me up from my dreadful sleep and i would like to give round of applause to mama for managing me that well to wake me up everyday for subuh ye mama . haha . I LAP YOU MUAH!. Everything went fine and flow smoothly as I planned , except for the fact that we had to wear baju yang hodoh . white plain collar-T , with a pair or tracksuit and sport shoes . these = ugly . It is true .Oh well , as long as I can meet up with my ex schoolmates , that would be fine for me . So , being there , in INTEC , it was like a small   reunion to me , i met so many close peeps there , like Adam , Luqman , Ain , Ema , Hadi , Ellis , Rasyidah , Kak nab and so many more ! My smile was indeed euphoric sampai nak terkoyak pipi doh . They were amazing and such a brainer siot .

As for this interview , we had two modules , which includes the english module and malay module . We were given numbers to be held all the time and i was in  group 1 . so , we had to do the english module first .My group was awesome and they were from everywhere , like KYS , SEMASHUR , MRSMPC , MRSM Taiping dll.. and the motion was .... i could not recall , but i am pretty sure that the motion that we got was the hardest if compared to the other group ! I wont go detail on this , because there are just so many to tell and i find out it is more interesting if you experience it yourself kan . Sadly , i got rejected at the first place and was not selected to get this scholarship , mungkin bukan rezeki kot , but i am still hoping for my rayuan to be acce
pted , AMEEN!

3) YAYASAN TENAGA NASIONAL (YTN) -electric and electronic engineering 

Okay , What is YTN ? haha , biasiswa lah . tu je . lel.
haha . okay2 , as for this interview ... Actually , the date fell on the same date which is 25th of march 2015 , but as the great mind of my dad's met its great idea , hehe , he negotiated with the ytn's committee , so that my date of interview would be postponed to the next day , or else carry forward lah . All went well , and alhamdulillah , the date of the interview or ytn camp was held the next day after the JPA-MARA's due . Both interview went fine , smooth as silk , but as for this ytn , I did not gve my very best . why ? simply , just because , I do not have passion in physics .

I hate physics so much , unless when i understand it macam tahap dewa , which to reach that level , it felt like forever tau dia punya keringat tu .haha. Firstly , as usual , for the taklimat , we had to wear smart casual , again , and i did get confused , smart casual ni sebenarnya pakai baju suit n tie or simply collar tee and a pair of jeans ? I did get confused , but to make it more safe , i just wore a set of suit , macam seolah-olah nak interview kerja . But , i did not wear tie , because , smart casual kan , so my casuality would be baju yang selesa , without wearing tie , as long as i feel comfy with my attire . done . BUT , ALL THE CANDIDATES WERE ACTUALLY WEARING SUIT N TIE KOT EXCEPT ME !! BAPAK MALU ! Yes , sangat malu *tutupmuka* haha. Yup , my adrenaline state was at its peak , where i could not calm myself down as i was the most odd of all and the panels were everywhere watching me with that eagle-eye sight . So scary . During that stage , macam biasalah , semua orang berlakon , nak menonjol en , well , not me , because if i have no question to be asked and i did not have any  curiosity , i wont be asking simply stupid questions . i just remain calm , and just listened to the penceramah bercakap . I am a person who did not like to express myself too much and to tell people something that is related to privacy which could lead to humiliation . example ? haha . masa aku dengar ceramah , the first 30 minutes boring nak mati , but it was important point kot ! at least i knew that tnb is the best electrical service company in the world and now is the biggest electrical based company in Asia , which was stated in FORBES magazine . haha . So , that was the first 30 minutes , after that , i was like ... i wanted to take a piss , haha . i wanted to go to the loo so bad , that i was barely shaking my legs vigorously and it was certainly not a good thing to be watched . The panels were everywhere observing us , but i just did not care ! sebab memang datang sebab nak experience je , x ada niat pon nak dapat this scholarship . So , i had to wait for one hour when the talk was ended . aku malu nak cakap kat penceramah , ''nak pergi toilet boleh ?'' , ee malulah depan perempuan . But , seriously , this is not a good example okay ! it is a total no-no . waiting for one hour to piss , it feels like eternity . sakit , tak tahan sangat ! haha .

Oh yeah , the iv was held at UNITEN punya hotel , so we had our tea break at the hotel , and the foods were bizarre ! makanan hotel ,the more the expectations , the more the reality offers you . Yup , i was expecting this and that , and  eventually , it was beyond that . haha . Okay , after the tea break , we performed our zuhur prayer berjemaah kat not-so-called surau , but alhamdulillah , as long as dapat berjemaah , that would be the best =] as the time went ticking without waiting for me , the moment of we waiting for , finally came ! haha . group discussion ! okay , before the discussion started , we were gives a piece of papers that were filled with 15 questions that have no right and wrong answers . But , i could feel that they wanted to observe how fast is our thinking skill and EQ level .  The questions were hard , because they deals with our honesty . we were only given 5 minutes , no compromise . kalau tak siap , nasiblah . Alhamdulillah dapat jawab semua , and my handwriting was like hell , cakar ayam bangat . Okay , then we had group discussion where we were given an issue , current issue about malaysian mindset gitu , and i was selected as a group leader ! MAMPOS . haha , because the panels really looked forward at our ketangkasan and leadership . my groups were stand of budak TKC , and beberapa SBP lain . I was the only ex-MRSM . =[ x de gang . But , their soft skills were unbelievably awe-inspiring . haha . All is well , tapi kena condemn lah at the end dengan panels , sebab dia tanya aku , '' are you satisfied with your group members ?'' , oh jahatnya kamu panels  tanya soalan itu kepadaku...haha , so i cakap lah , i really satisfied with them , because we went through all the points together without splitting tau ! never underestimate kami okay ..haha . Then , after the group discussion , we had our individual iv session , where i was at the second last turn ... bapak lama weh . 2 hours of waiting , i was like sleeping , eating , chatting , and so much more lah ! haha . But , when it comes to my turn , the panel simply cakap , '' okay ,saya tahu awak penat , we are all exhausted , just make it short and simple , but yet interesting . tell me your name , your parents occupation and all ya '' . parents' occupation ? haa ? but , i just told them anyway . huhu . They  condemned me again , because they knew that my passion was so not into engineering but at something else . so , the panel told me with his husky and manly voice , '' muka awak tak macam engineer pon '' . oh damn you , haha . so , i lied a bit and i told them , yes , 'engineering is my life , i like it better than anything else . please have the believe in me okay ?' hehe . so fake . may allah forgive me what i had done .

I just felt so happy when the iv session went over , i met so many friends , gained loads of experience and yeah , carpe diem ! MUSIM INTERVIEW DAH HABIS ! hehe .
p/s =- last week , alhamdulillah , i got a phone call from ytn , that i am a successful candidate , so i got the opportunity to study electrical power engineering kat UNITEN for 5 years , with duit wang saku , and everything will be paid for me . Alhamdulillah .

p/s/s=- now , i am in dilemma . even though i got rejected for jpa-mara , i still have the believe that there will be a chance for me to get that scholarship in meds/dentistry/ pharmacy , insyaAllah , ameen . hehe . So , i just have to wait . In the same time , i was offered a place dalam UPU for biological science foundation kat IIUM too ! alhamdulillah . So , exactly , which one i should choose , ambition or opportunity ?

As salam , ciao .


Assalamualaikum , hello manusia ,

Okay , this is the second entry eh ? haha . okay , first of all nak cerita pasal tajaan ni . Okay , please do not be shocked when you get straight A's ke tak dapat straight A's ke , there will be loads of sponsorship that you can apply for . Lagi2 Maybank . Yup , the minimum requirement dia 6A je , very friendly , but the process ? Yeah , tu memang seriously , you kena usaha isi borang dia , attach sijil tu bagai , believe me , if you want to get money from them , you have to sacrifice your energy even without using your brain . Tapi , kudrat korang memang diuji babe , lagi2 masa nak dapatkan signature pengetua untuk sahkan you punya sijil bagai .

okay , after SPM result , I applied only for a few scholarships , perhaps 3 je yang I apply , which they are =-

1)Taylor's World Class Scholarship
2)JPA-MARA Scholarship
3) Yayasan Tenaga Nasional .

okay , firstly , I would to tell you about taylors world class scholarship nih ( TWS) . tws is a sponsorship that they called as a very prestigious because you can get an internship with world's best known companies . Like my bestfriend , wawa ( bukan nama sebenar) from MRSM PC , I was so lucky  enough to met her that day , because I had no friends to sit and chat with . Since , I am a boy , it was an awkward moment , seriously , to berkepit je dengan dia , as we both are schoolmates and went to Tunas Saintis dulu . haha . Okay, both of us applied for different courses and the theme for this interview was smart casual . okay...please jangan pelik , memang iv dia smart casual . There is no need for you to wear suit n tie , it so not necessary . I was wearing basic collar-T with a pair or jeans . haha . cool right ? Well , to be frank , I was so nervous throughout the interview as the University was so cantik that I really do not have any idea that that place is actually in Malaysia . Sounds cool kan ? haha . You tak dengar cerita ni sampai habis lagi .

Okay , after the jumaat prayer , my name was called immediately to be interviewed . It was one-to-one interview session and I was very comfortable with that iv . Actually , for this TWS , there was no medical course offered . cuma , engineering , business ngan biomeds je . huhu . I tanak biomed , as my passion is so into medicine to be the real doctor , insyaAllah a great doctor . Since my senior advised me to just apply je , so applied for biomeds . So , here goes the problem . How to answer to the panel when he or she asked me , ' why do you choose biomeds?' . Yeah , i was so 'lucky enough' at that particular moment when the panel asked me that question . Well , i CANNOT LIE . So , i told her the truth , that my passion is not for biomeds but medicine . she was shocked , so the interview was cut from long session to a very short one . I was like ...dah tak dapat ni , takpe lah , redha je . So , i just waited for wawa , and her session was so long like forever lamanya . And guess what , she got shortlisted for the final TWS !! (Eventually , sekarang dia dapat dah and akan internship dengan BASF PETRONAS . So proud of you !) . So , i was sad  lah , of course , my whole body went partially numb and my eyes were loaded with noble tears (ceyy)  until my name got called by the supervisor . ''awak awak , please come to the counter '' ..I was like ..what ?? so , i made my way there and guess what , AKU PON DAPAT SCHOLARSHIP !! ALHAMDULILLAH .

But , I did not manage to get TWS , instead i was offered The Edge Award , di mana ada course medicine dalam tu . Taylors will sponsor me for rm12k for my foundation year . Alhamdulillah . So , aku apa lagi ? terima lah !! haha . okay , wait for the next entry okay ? As salam =]
The Journey Of  My Life ,

Assalamualaikum ,

well , this is probably the first post of this blog . So , I am pretty new in this kind of field . hehe . Actually , dulu aku pernah je main blog , tapi that  was like a zillion years ago . haha . gila menipu en . takdelah , it was when i was like .... 14 years old , sebab masa tu dapat jadi Naqib sekolah , a.k.a school prefect at SMK PUTRAJAYA PRESINT 9(2) .
Alhamdulillah , I got good result for my PMR examination year 2012 , that made me to enrol one of the most prestigious boarding school in Malaysia , MRSM Pengkalan Chepa . Seriously , I never had a clue that I would be enrolling myself there , as dulu , aq ni budak nakal , mulut laser do masa skolah rendah , and macam2 lah . tup2 , dapat MRSM Pengkalan Chepa ? For real ? When I first got this kind of offer , I was happy and syukur sangat2 of course , sebab dapat masuk MRSM kan . But , that thought of mine , jumbled up when I found out that this MRSM was so extreme and too mainstream to me . For seriously , MRSM Pengkalan Chepa is one of the best  MRSM PKP ,aka MRSM BITARA , di mana , di Malaysia , ada 6 je MRSM PKP . I was lucky enough to go to  this place . At first , it was a warfare , but then it turned out so nicely and very sweet to me . Alhamdulillah . Okay , I will make another entry regarding MRSM life , but now , I just want to share , what do I get when SPM had landed on its respective platform .

masa habis SPM , biasalah apa kita buat ? QADA' TIDUR !!! hahaha . yup , it is true , and it fits me well , and lasts for almost 6 months you know , throughout the holiday that I had been offered automatically bila habis SPM . Well , masa dapat result SPM , Alhamdulillah , I was so happy , and I was in  cloud nine and my state of euphoria was at its utmost peek , sebab dapat apa ? sebab ni la=-

1) dapat jumpa cikgu !
2) dapat jumpa besties
3)dapat jumpa classmates !
4)dapat jumpa BWP KESAYANGAN okay

haha . so, masa result spm lah paling best . huhu . My result ? Alhamdulillah , I had achieved what I'd been struggling since the very beginning . You know kan , to get success , it is never going to be easy . You have to work hard , plan your time smartly , and be intelligent in both aspects ( religiously and emotionally ) . Please , my advice , if you want to get a very meaningful success , you have to help your friends and fellow  comrades throughout the war and journey , bukannya sombong ilmu nak kalahkan orang tu orang ni tau ! Believe me , when you help people , eventually you are helping yourself more , sbb kita buat benda ni Lillahita'ala .That is certainly a very meaningful success to me . Alhamdulillah , SPM 2014 diungguli MRSM . Walaupun ranked kedua seluruh Malaysia with GPS 1.07 ,kami sangat bersyukur sebab we all knew , to get that points , it is not easy but crazy .Mana tak gila , tiba2 tahun ni budak straight A+ ada 14 orang . memang wow lah .Alhamdulillah. Life is never a bed of roses guys , everything yang korang nak , memang kena usaha . InsyaAllah  yang lain tu , we leave it to Allah to handle okay ? haha
 Okay , maybe that's it from me , InsyaAllah I janji I tulis lagi lepas ni , bila ada masa okay ? The next entry would be , MRSM Life , Tajaan .